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by V. Martin

Your lips are moving but no sound is coming out.
Thinking you can't hear me I begin to shout.
You bring up your hands to cover your ears.
It's then you realize they're full of your tears.
You were lying down while you cried.
Remembering the deceit and why I lied.
The truth would have sealed your fate.
Never look back because it's already too late.
But if you look back you'd be seeing ahead.
You are stuck in the moment you were mislead.
You want to grow and mature but to do so you must feel.
That is not an option for you until you heal.
But you can't heal what you won't admit.
So you're frozen, not participating, you quit.
Time didn't stop when you did so you've aged in years.
Yet you're very immature compared to all your peers.
So you whine and complain causing a scene.
You think no one likes you, every one is mean.
When in fact it is you that leads the way.
About yourself you have nothing nice to say.
As long as you are your own worst enemy,
You may as well expect everyone else to be.

 
 

Your Filthy Stinking Whore

Your Filthy Stinking Whore

                                                                     by V. Martin

For you I would become a filthy stinking whore.

You are my fix, I'm like an addict waiting to score.

What would I do if I thought there was a chance?

I would score a touch down and do the victory dance.

Or I could join the Army and end the war.

If you would be mine for ever more.

I would take a bullet that was meant for you

I would jump on a grenade that someone threw

I would suck poison from your ass

Yes, I have that and more in class

I would learn all the ways to please

not just ones that are meant to tease

I would bring you back from the dead

So I could finally give you some head

I have nothing to lose, you have it all

What will it take to make you fall

Fall in love with me

 
I will become your every fantasy

You can treat me any way you want

You can call me names even a cunt

What I wouldn't do for you is a shorter list

I would even stand over you and take a piss

That's disgusting but for you anything

If I could carry a tune your praises I would sing

but as it is not even in a bucket with a lid

All I think about is you naked in all your glory

then I drift off, with you the prince in every story

Only I come to your rescue. Oh,but wait!

I think I know, now, what sealed my fate

You want to be the one to rescue me

Not the other way but the way it should be

Oh, crap I fucked things up again and again

if I don't notice, you won't, let's pretend.

There, that's better now let's really embrace,

my need to serve, worship, and you to taste

the way I would be your filthy stinking whore

if that is what you want and you would then adore...

Me.



 

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              Damaged

                       by V.Martin



There are so many things I need to tell you that I want to share.
From my heart, the very depths of my soul, yet some how I don't dare.

Exposing myself to anyone, leaving me vulnerable is my greatest fear.

Always choosing the wrong friends and lovers guarding what I hold dear.

Sure I've tried a few "relationships" but decided I'm not the settling type.

Have parents, a home, get married, have kids what hype!
You could have anyone not just someone surviving the past
I've never been first or number one I only know how to be last

My life has never been like that not even part of the slightest bit.

I know nothing of family,  love and even less of commitment
Yet here you are quite possibly the one I've longed and prayed for.

My father, my brother, my mother, my baby, and so much more.

But if you don't want me, don't worry, I'll set you free

No hard feelings, no regrets, and no hostility.

If a miracle has occurred and you want me in spite of it all

For eternity I'll work hard so from your graces I never fall
You deserve the best and for you that would be me
this I know but I still can't make you see
Oh well, I guess I deserve it for all the hearts I broke
Karma is no laughing matter nor is it a joke
You'll always pay with what you treasure most
Look at me all I have is this post.