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              Damaged

                       by V.Martin



There are so many things I need to tell you that I want to share.
From my heart, the very depths of my soul, yet some how I don't dare.

Exposing myself to anyone, leaving me vulnerable is my greatest fear.

Always choosing the wrong friends and lovers guarding what I hold dear.

Sure I've tried a few "relationships" but decided I'm not the settling type.

Have parents, a home, get married, have kids what hype!
You could have anyone not just someone surviving the past
I've never been first or number one I only know how to be last

My life has never been like that not even part of the slightest bit.

I know nothing of family,  love and even less of commitment
Yet here you are quite possibly the one I've longed and prayed for.

My father, my brother, my mother, my baby, and so much more.

But if you don't want me, don't worry, I'll set you free

No hard feelings, no regrets, and no hostility.

If a miracle has occurred and you want me in spite of it all

For eternity I'll work hard so from your graces I never fall
You deserve the best and for you that would be me
this I know but I still can't make you see
Oh well, I guess I deserve it for all the hearts I broke
Karma is no laughing matter nor is it a joke
You'll always pay with what you treasure most
Look at me all I have is this post.