When All You Want to do is Die
by Vonia Martin
I may or may not title this when I'm done. Only because of the topic.
This may not go over very well but here it goes anyway. No group, religion, agency, and/or club should exclude women. Just like they shouldn't exclude any race. It's without women these clubs are hiding pedophiles and getting away with it. Women would never allow this to occur, or at least, most women. Boys and girls should not be separated for any reason. They should be given the opportunity to socialize and play nice together. Sports are going to have to change anyway, due to the virus, maybe it should change to allow for women and men to participate together. Not that sports is harboring a bunch of pedophiles, of course not, but it could. These clubs and churches not only hid pedophiles they enabled them to thrive while preying on its most vulnerable members, the young. The Boy Scouts and Catholic Church are the ones that come to mind. There is no place these people, no not people monsters these monsters haven't made themselves at home. Where ever children go these sickos follow.
The rest of us are having to pay close attention to everyone around us. Wishing there was some way to tell who is who. The monsters look more normal than normal people do so how can you keep them from getting close enough to... there has to be a tell, a sign that gives them away. There isn't any list or registry that they don't muddy with bullshit to the point no one even pays attention to them any more. There isn't any length that they are willing to go to make what they do acceptable including making up a gene that says you are born gay. Any thing to spread the disease. And I mean spread. We want to think and believe that pedophiles don't make more pedophiles, when that is exactly what they do. They do it when a child gets to be too old but they don't want to them and they can't just let them go so they turn them into their worst night mare a pedophile. They are told to procure a younger version of themselves if they do that they can then go home. They don't stop to think about what they are going to do to them only that they can go home if they bring him another child. Once they do bring him the next victim they are now involved in a crime they hold over the head of the now budding pedophile. Love is taught and it is the first sexual experience that will dictate the rest of a persons sexual life. It is this experience we will chase like the first hit of crack cocaine. Especially if this occurs before puberty. I have come to believe the earlier, in a child's life, this does occur the more obsessed with sex they will be through out their life. The greater the chance for this person to develop a sexual disorder if they haven't already. Maintaining a healthy attitude about sex these days is becoming increasingly difficult. Not only are you most likely going to be sexually assaulted before entering Jr. High it will likely be a friend of the family or a relative. You are most likely going to have to learn to live with this without it defining you.
